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  • Genre:Alternative
  • Year of Release:2023

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With your friends in even pairs

It makes it bold that you're the odd one out

All that lonely wears and tears

It makes you question, fills you up with doubt

What's the matter with me?

Is there something that I could be doing wrong

What happened to me?

I'm tethered fragments but they tell me I'm strong


What's the point of winning

If your cheers are pulse-less echos

Maybe I'd find someone better

If they saved me at the get-go

I hate that I'm like this

Wish that I could switch my brain off

You need somebody to find you

When all that you've known is being lost


If I could see myself as whole

And not like I was just a fractured half

If I would have subtracted sooner

There would be less knives stuck in my back

What good's being half of a human

On lonely nights like these

I wouldn't mind the blade

And what good's selfless self destruction

If you don't lie in the bed that you've made


I had been born to a mother and father

They formed me and birthed me

Then sent me to slaughter

Cherished and baptized

There's blood in the water

The world had such plans

For their eldest born daughter

That man who had put his hands

Onto that child

Too young to speak

To say she was defiled

Split into parts, but away it was filed

But her after him

Made all of that seem mild


In what world is there winning

When the soul that's left is echos

Don't think I'll find someone better

I was damned right from the get go

I hate that I'm like this

Know that I can't switch my brain off

I need somebody to find me

Cuz I'm thinking it's my life that's lost


If I could see myself as whole

And not like I was just a fractured half

If I would have subtracted sooner

There would be less knives stuck in my back

What good's being half of a human

On lonely nights like these

I wouldn't mind the blade

And what good's selfless self destruction

If you don't lie in the bed that you've made


On the outside, it looks easy

How they break up and they re-pair

After everything I've been through

I can't trust myself, I'm scared

Not taking down the broken walls

Just starting to rebuild them

They drank all that's in my cup

And still want more, but can't refill them

Was hurt enough to think this way

Not strong enough to break beliefs

Persecuted if I'm honest

But, finally feel relief

Things in the past were painful

But, what hurts more is what he did

Can't let myself get hurt again

Can't let myself get mistreated


I'm tethered to my trauma

I'm hounded by my hurt

It's hard to hope for better

When all I know is the dirt

But, now I hold the shovel

Go deeper or get out?

It's hard to see a future

All my life I was taught doubt


Living as a fragment of human

I thought he could change all the math

Now I feel empty, next to nothing

Miss the days that I felt like a half

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