Manic Episodes Lyrics

Swings swinging like a helicopter spinning in circles

Here comes the devil in position to destroy and then murk you

After he's finished with me

My head was numb, now it's busting and beginning to bleed

Grinning and smiling like it's nothing

See how quick I switch from kind to evil in seconds

I watch my moods change from my antidepressants

Depression's using my wicked brain as a weapon

The stressing's making me flip in ten different sections

Let's take the elevator to my mind of shame

You'll only fully understand me 'if your mind was strange

I've been insane, since them demons first entered my brain

If you knew me before I've changed, you'll realize I'm not the same

Any normal individual would smile and conversate

I'm the type to fake a smile in your face and isolate

Welcome to my world, mate, hope you enjoy the show

Viewer discretion is advised for my manic episodes

All my manic episodes, ugh

Got me ready to explode, ugh

Locked in this pain and nobody knows the code, nah

Losing control from my manic episodes

From my manic episodes

From my manic episodes

Feels like I'm losing my mind

All my manic episodes got me feeling down and so low, so low

All my manic episodes got me losing hope, no one knows, no one knows

My life's a crossword puzzle with a list of things

That I've encountered with my bipolar's mood swings

Imagine watching a scary movie that'll make your eyes fall out

And instead of eating of bowl of corn, it's a bowl of your eye balls

Mouth wide open, wishing that the nightmares would end

That's what it feels like to suffer with a mental condition

That ferris wheel starts spinning super fast in your conscience

You visioned killing folks who love to laugh at your content

When you speak about depression in your songs and vent

About the problems in this world that are nonsense

Your comments were a message and ahead of the times

Explaining what's so complicated that occurs in the mind

I go from high to low, then I go from low to high

Some days, I'm stuck in between 'em, until they both collide

Declining calls and texts, turn my phone off, and go hide

Somewhere to die, yo, from all my manic episodes

All my manic episodes, ugh

Got me ready to explode, ugh

Locked in this pain and nobody knows the code, nah

Losing control from my manic episodes

From my manic episodes

From my manic episodes

Feels like I'm losing my mind

All my manic episodes got me feeling down and so low, so low

All my manic episodes got me losing hope, no one knows, no one knows

So low, so low