Hard 2 Love Lyrics

I'm hard to love

Hard to love cause I was easy to leave, leave, leave

I'm hard to love cause I was easy to leave, leave, leave

I've been broken, battered and bruised

Just scattered to the wind

Thrown out, left for dead

Never told it was the end

Cursed and cussed out

And taken for granted

Given everything I have

Just to be left empty handed

Deceived and lied to

And led astray while I was led on

As if I was a game to play

Some say that every person is a lesson to learn

So I'm wise beyond my years

And I'm tired of getting burned

So please don't ask me to take care of your heart

The only thing I've been taught is how to tear one apart

And no, I don't trust you, I don't trust me

I've let everything I love rip a hole in me

So there's really nothing left but this empty shell

And if you try to love me, just know I'ma put you through hell

I'm not well when it comes to this love, you'll see

I'll always have a plan B for when you decide to leave

I'm hard to love cause I was easy to leave

No matter what I did, nobody ever really loved me

Now I'm jaded and filled with regret

The only thing I know for sure is that I'm hard to forget

I'm hard to love, but baby I'll be easy to leave

No matter what I do, you ain't bout to stay with me

This is the path that I was given, the cards I was dealt

And all I really learned is how to love myself

There's a thin line between love and affection

Caring and obsession, believe me, I'm not the best at not stressing

It's always something weighing on me, and my soul is gone

I'm lucky that I still bleed, I'm all in or all out

It's black or it's white, it is what it is

I ain't gon' put up a fight, and balance is something

I ain't never gon' find, I guess it's just a byproduct of an ailing mind

Give it time and I promise you'll get tired of me

Everybody does, baby, it's just my reality, I'm damaged

And the hurting goes deep, it seems that my demons

Are the only company I can keep, I find peace in the chaos

And solace in the dark, I don't need a hand to hold

When the world falls apart from the start, I've been abandoned

So hear me when I say, I'm gon' be okay when you decide to walk away

I'm hard to love, cause I was easy to leave

No matter what I did, nobody ever really loved me

Now I'm jaded and filled with regret

The only thing I know for sure is that I'm hard to forget

I'm hard to love, but baby, I'll be easy to leave

No matter what I do, you ain't bout to stay with me

This is the path that I was given, the cards I was dealt

And all I really learned is how to love myself

I'm hard to love

I'm hard to love cuz I was never enough

Don't even try it baby go on and give up

I'm hard to love

Ain't no changing baby this is just me

I can't give you what you need so you might as well leave