Benzobuddies.com Lyrics

My body hurt and it feel like I'm dying

People can't see the pain of me crying

Three years of this bull shit they think that I'm lying

My brain on fire man feel like I'm frying

As I walk through the valley of shadow and death

I try to keep it together focus on my breath

The part of me that's strong like that's all you get left

One foot over the other focus on my left

I just wanna live right and get the rest of my youth

Feel normal and healthy when I step in the booth

Went from running marathons to using a walker

Feels like I'm retarded word to Herschel walker

Contextualize this man it's been difficult

Ask myself man what I do to deserve this

I know deep that it's part of my purpose

At least that's what I say so I don't feel worthless

Fuck benzos man they destroyed my life

Three years wasted could been having my wife

I get the message Yah I just wanna live right

Prostrate to my lord put my face towards the light

Thankful for this journey cause it helped me save my life

Three years it took to heal so I can get back right

Everyday was a struggle test my will still I fight

Prostrate to my lord put my face towards the light

See it in they faces they tired of talking

They want the king of New York not Christopher Walken

As I emerge from the ashes I wipe my lashes

I'm a brand new person like Muhammad or Cassius

Hardest thing in my life that's understatement

Had to deal with it head on I couldn't escape it

Difficult to fathom being fucked from prescription

People don't understand treat its like an addiction

I took as prescribed after my fall with fire

Amazed what i went through to become the messiah

I carried a cross that many can't handle

My nervous broken completely dismantled

Rebuild me Allah please fill me with the word

The word made flesh turned into a verb

Jordan Peterson man he get me too

Not to many alive get what we been through