Drain Lyrics

Nobody care bout me

Hatred lives all round me

I am hysterically

Falling down the drain

Drain

Everyone laughing at me

Like poor girls of my fantasies

This sovereign immunity

Valiant jubilancy

These words have zero meaning

Running away like leopard

Repeat like broken record

I don't know what I want

Left me unread threw my letter away

Don't know if I feel any better today

I'll claim over and over I'm at my happiest

But then I'll whine and act the brattiest

I made some friends but I can not hang

They like to be positive and I feel ashamed

They are progressing in life I will hold them back

I should cut them off for them, do them a favor and a half

I was the moody one, I'd stay quiet for so long

I'd ask myself When will they ask what's wrong

I was just starved for attention

This was just the other day, writing it here's a permanent extension

I won't ever let myself forget

I have evaded too many wrecks

And I am nothing but pathetic

And I am nothing but pathetic

And I am nothing but pathetic

When you are like me and you fall too low

Over and over concrete your new pillow

"Hello" that's all I used to ever want

People use greetings I see them as taunts

Powerless to stop anything

I dropped everything

I won't get no closure

Soul exposure

Failed soldier

I don't deserve it I'm sure

Powerless to love anyone

I dropped everyone

I wont hear her voice again

8 years of just barely friends

Still think that it will not end

She will hear me like this

She would steer me like this

This isn't her fault

My emotions should stop

This love will stop

And how will I tell my friend that I want her

Impure thoughts that's someone's daughter

She's seen me at my worst I owe her

Must have luck of 4 leaf clover

The fact that she even talks to me will soon be over

I'll fall in love with anyone that's there

I'm so lonely I no longer care

I want to work on this but I want to go out

So I go out then feel resentment in the highest amount

Nothin' to live for so nothin' to lose

Proud of myself and the holes in my shoes

Act like I'm well traveled but really just lost

Plodding in circles I experience loss

Acknowledging my problems won't solve them

I know cuz I vent too often

Love and success will not mark my wealth

I know I only got myself

I only got myself

Rather be sad than believe in myself

Rather be fake than be real with myself

Rather be hated than keep being unknown

Rather be murdered so I won't die alone