stained glass windows Lyrics

I've had to love you through stained glass windows

That you installed in the cold years

I wanna trust you but you don't know me

For who I am when the smoke clears

You said you wanted me to believe in a thing that I can't see

And it's not that fucking easy

Now when we talk it's a lot and I fought to be

Who I am and it's not been fucking easy

How ironic that you can't reach me

When I'm right here alive and breathing

Now I'm gone from the window you made

Told you I'm not here

Cause you won't see me

No you won't fucking see me

No you won't fucking see me

Tired of having the same conversation

With no resolution but more the angst

Like that refracts through the glass

Has me bent into contusions

But you tell your friends what it makes

Sorry I can't fake the feelings I have

Cause I realize you only want me for that

Love always missing there's always conditions

And I'm right here but you'll never see that

No you won't see that

How ironic that you can't reach me

When I'm right here alive and breathing

Now I'm gone from the window you made

Told you I'm not here

Cause you won't see me

No you won't fucking see me

No you won't fucking see me