Vodka Cranberry Lyrics

Bittersweet like cranberries

I still remember when my father picked me up for the last time

I hadn't slept in weeks, I wandered in dark alleys to pass time

I still remember that red college brick right there in the rearview

I didn't cry 'cause there was nothing left I could possibly lose

My wide-eyed innocence

I brought it with me to Jersey and shoved it in a drawer

I can't go back and get it

Cause I'm not eighteen no more

Bittersweet like cranberries

Stronger that I wanna admit

Now I down vodka crans to forget it

In a field of cranberries

Flooded up to my knees

Now I down vodka crans to forget it

The taste of vomit on my teeth from Chinese food on a late night

The first gay girl I ever met who made me question my whole life

The car that crashed in to my class which I had no time to process

I turn around to cross it out

Eight years and I'm still a hot mess

My dignity, my body

I've got a sinking sensation it is no longer mine

You never gave me "sorry"

That's okay, it was another life

Bittersweet like cranberries

Stronger that I wanna admit

Now I down vodka crans to forget it

In a field of cranberries

Flooded up to my knees

Now I down vodka crans to forget it

And I drink to forget

A world that I loved and left

Curse my memory

Suck it up, vodka cranberry

And I drink to forget

A world that I loved and left

Curse my memory

Suck it up, vodka cranberry