Still (Myself) Lyrics

Im tryna be better than I was yesterday

I'm still working on working on myself

Still searching for a real person like myself

Still hurting but the world still turning

I'm still learning how to feel, for real

Had to kill a million versions of myself but I'm still here

Jumped out of burning buildings ain't had time to shed no tears

I put my pride aside a thousand times and I still care

I talk to God 'bout why I faced my fears and I'm still scared

All jokes aside I laugh most of the time but I still

Feel pain that swell and fill my brain that's why I stay to myself

I'm tryna be better with things I choose to say to myself

Tryna find my way back to a balance, I'm retracing my steps

I ain't gon' wait for y'all help, if it's a way then I will

I still pray til my hands cramp and I can't kneel

My heart broken I can't stand it I can't feel

I'm soft spoken I'm busy smoking I can't yell

I lost focus and let the motions prevail, I fell

Another hole in my armor that's just a notch in my belt

And that's on trauma Ima always keep my guard up

Im just doing what's best for myself

If Ion do nothing, on my momma, Ima better myself

Still working on working on myself

Still searching for a real person like myself

Still hurting but the world still turning

I'm still learning how to feel, for real

Had to kill a million versions of myself but I'm still here

Jumped out of burning buildings ain't had time to shed no tears

I put my pride aside a thousand times and I still care

I talk to God bout why I faced my fears and I'm still scared

All jokes aside I laugh most of the time but I still

Tell myself that wealth is of the heart and mind

And I know real love is hard to find

How I find it, I was blinded

I went hard for all the wrong people don't remind me

God provided all along Im done ignoring signs

This timing so divine

Look inside your soul and gon' surely find it's more to life than watching mine

Get your own, most high gon' get you gone you cross the line

This set in stone I said it on my second song on Everything Must Go

Still working on working on myself

Still searching for a real person like myself

Still hurting but the world still turning

I'm still learning how to feel, for real

Had to kill a million versions of myself but I'm still here

Jumped out of burning buildings ain't had time to shed no tears

I put my pride aside a thousand times and I still care

I talk to God bout why I faced my fears and I'm still scared

All jokes aside I laugh most of the time but I still