fearful' / MA' Lyrics

I have an interview in eight hours

It's 11:48 AM and I'm doing what I love, my passion

It's irresponsible but

But it's in my heart

Know it's in my heart

Know it's in my heart

I'm afraid I been doing this too long

I'm afraid that my music don't move y'all

I'm afraid of my youth

I'm afraid that my city will move on or all my niggas only wanna hit me for new songs

I ran outta niggas to prove wrong

Label tryna tell us that the tunes is too broad

I'm afraid if the niggas from my hometown ain't wrong

Afraid of the day that my hunger go gone

Afraid that the risk won't hit

The bad energy to every ex I gift

I'm afraid, did the day passed where I get dat check, and call my momma job

Tell her she could quit that bih

Ooooh, the sensation is near, -sation is near

The only thing that hold a nigga back is the fear that (It'll all be over)

It'll all be over, in another year

I fear that i might be done with rap

I fear all my vices overlap

To this lifestyle im too attached

I fear that my time had come and passed

I fear V-Dub-O ain't coming back

Every bar that I attack

It's the fear in my my pipes

I'm pushing past

I fear maybe I ain't the best

I fear my pops won't be around to see his son get a check

I fear there's mo days behind me than ahead

Mom won't pay a bill never ev-again

All this bread I attract, know it's heaven sent

'Cause i remember bed bugs and mice in my cookie crisps

Half confidence, half arrogance

Before anyone else saying it, know dat reggie hit

These niggas hear my bars and hit pause

These niggas hear your bars and hit skip

Put fear in they heart, what I spit

And it's always been the same but I'm gon' get it anyway

'Cause it's in my heart, know it's in my heart

Know it's my h-far away

So tired of crying, it feels so far away

Know it feels so far away

Ain't a damn thing changed and it's always been the same

But I'm gon' get it anyway

'Cause it's in my heart, know it's in my heart

Know it's in my heart

"Hey Reg, it's Mom

I called you a couple times trying to reach you,

But I know you're out on tour with TESTDRIVE'

You and Curt are killing it right now

So, I just wanna let you know

We're here in Jersey, we're praying for you

We're lifting you up in prayer and we wanted to let you know that we're proud of you

I want you to know fear is not of God

So to reach the pinnacle of success, you need to push through

To get to the other side of what's destined for you

And what's waiting for you and to let you know that no man can take this from you

And let your confidence through to your spirit

Oh but wait I got a surprise for you, hold up, hold up, hold up

Yo bro"

"Hey Reg, what's up, this your Uncle Darien

I know you and uh-Curt are out there in support of your new album

TESTDRIVE' tearing up the east coast"

Oh shit, I got cut off, what the fuck?

Smile, your jitterbug cut me off, goddamn it

Alright, Reg I'ma c- I'ma hit you back on my phone