last one standing... Lyrics

I've been noticing some things that I used to just let slide

Tryna teach myself new boundaries and where to draw the line

I've been running back on empty, while I'm working overtime

Listen to the stars real close and I'll show you all the signs

I've been dropping my bad habits, trying to better myself

I've been letting people go, in my heart, I wish em well

I've been taking shortcuts when I can, gotta move with stealth

Making money when I wake, hope it don't land me in hell

Grew up with a group of ten, just to watch nine of em die

Worked so hard to leave the place I came from, then left them behind

I've been fighting with myself, fighting battles in my mind

Know I could've saved your life if you just gave me more time

Listen to the voices in my head, might have to let go

Wanna talk about these red flags but you'd rather be alone

Living in my own world, no I won't pick up the phone

Wanna have a conversation but you'd rather just be stoned

Listen to my inner self, he always seems to be right

But anxiety butts in and I don't feel safe at night

Imagine what my life would be like if I ain't think twice

What a luxury it must be to have peace and quiet inside

Walk inside a room, we back, I just cannot leave my head

In the morning I sleep in, trouble getting out of bed

My friend showed me something else, said I just do this instead

Now we all do it together, hope we don't all end up dead

Grew up with a group of ten, just to watch nine of em die

Worked so hard to leave the place I came from, then left them behind

I've been fighting with myself, fighting battles in my mind

Know I could've saved your life if you just gave me more time

Listen to the voices in my head, might have to let go

Wanna talk about these red flags but you'd rather be alone

Living in my own world, no I won't pick up the phone

Wanna have a conversation but you'd rather just be stoned