Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (Live at Lowercase Books, Knoxville, Tennessee) Lyrics

At night, I lay down my conscience

In a notepad I keep by my bed

I struggle with thoughts of an almighty power

That bounce back and forth in my head

Some people are always made equal

They're born into one belief

I wasn't made with any at all

I have no trust in a higher being

Shove my mentality into the wall

I try to bury these thoughts

My struggle with sadness an on-and-off system

Of forgetfulness and painful shocks

At night, I think of my sickness

A worm going down in the drain

I'm but a wretch, I'm the scum of the earth

Hideous and profane

A little bag hid in a blanket

A scrap of food under the bed

I squander my chances to live with a function

Believe I have no worth instead

What if you don't love me, you just want me to die

I try to bury these thoughts

I just want to muffle all the sounds I hear

When I think Am I sinking, or not?