What is real anymore Lyrics

I'm just so tired of all the fake shit

Everything being fake

Everybody being fake

This just ain't how life should be

Perception ain't perfect

Hope that it was worth it

Learned so many lessons

Got me questioning every decision

Left with some type of misdirection

Always another struggle with depression

In my head I start to second guess and question

I'm drowning in the deep end

Know you could probably care less

Wonder when that'll sink in

Relentlessly we struggle

But y'all still thinking the same thing

Y'all still stuck on fairy tales made up of other fairy tales

Y'all so stuck in your old ways

They say that old habits die hard

If that's true then y'all Bruce Willis

I'm more like Keanu

Most of y'all take the blue pill, but I'd take the red one

I ain't scared to die no more, nah I ain't afraid

I'd rather die than be alive in this life

Nothing comes without sacrifice and nothing comes without pain

You make sure, listen, you make sure no matter

What the fuck life throws at you

You never give the fuck up

It's a real cold world that might steal your soul so you better

Keep it close as life takes its toll

Every moments soaked in sadness

It's as if it was never made for happiness

Maybe I've just seen too much

Maybe it just seems as such

Lately I've been losing touch

Been losing my mind

Every day it's getting harder to find

I feel like I'm blind

It's just a matter of time, but it don't matter I'm fine

Like wine I'm getting better with age

This is just a love letter

I'm waiting on better days

And I don't care what the weather says

Cause in my head it's always stormy skies and gloomy vibes

I never let the doom consume me

Just know it's always looming

Always been bad at goodbyes

Always thinking about that one song

And I'm still here singing sad songs

Still here listening to the rain wishing the past gone or

Wishing for something that'll really take the pain away

Cause the drugs ain't really helping anyway

And maybe I just need a get away

From the memories, from the mundane, from the day to day

Sometimes it feel like time starts to slip away

So I got to get a grip before I let it all fade away

Fade away

Fade away

Fade away