FUCKED UP, AGAIN Lyrics

Taking two steps forward

Only to fall back four more

Stuck inside a pattern

That I cannot afford

So I take my lessons

As blessings in disguise

Making my confessions

'Til they're de-stigmatized

Tell me there's an end in sight

Looking like you wanna cry

I don't really fucking mind if you do

Just know that I also want to

Too

Just know that I also want to

Ooo

Feeling like I fucked up again

Plus this existential dread

Has me al-ready dead

Inside I need a lifeline

Feeling like I fucked up again

When all I feel is the void

Annoyed

At myself

Oh God, I think I need help

So I take my lessons

As blessings in disguise

Making my confessions

'Til they de-stigmatize

Tell me there's an end in sight

Looking like you wanna cry

I don't really fucking mind if you do

Just know that I also want to

Too

Feeling like I fucked up again

Feeling like I fucked up

I don't really wanna die

But something's not really right

Feeling totally numb deep inside

But I'm still willing to try something new

Something that I never knew