That's On Me ft. Taylor Carnell Lyrics

Great, yeah my day has gone to shit

I got 500 notifications on my phone now look at this

Hit dismiss, do it again, ima quit

This is it, yeah I drew a line, I think it's all legit

But, people want to step over it anyway

They think I owe the world something just like a giveaway

No way, get the fuck out of my face, my space

Y'all don't need to wear a cape

But for goodness sakes, let me catch a break

Maybe next time I'll just keep my phone silenced

Maybe next time I'll be open to surprises

Maybe next time I'll just glue open my eyelids

They don't let me sleep they dramatizing

Yeah your breath is traumatizing

Keep it real, act like whatever you act like

Let the beat spill, confront you it's all like

What? Lost an appetite, okay, I'll just take a bite

Then go outside in the rain and then I'll fly a kite

I just want to go be who I want to be

I just want to go see what I want to see

Yeah I'm tired of these fake-ass wannabe's

But that's on me, yeah that's on me

I just want to go say what I want to say

Want to be better, want to find more change

Run around in circles, yeah I always stay the same, ok

But that's on me, yeah that's on me

Damn

I've been doing lots of thinking lately

Man

Life gets hard I'm on the brink of leaving

Bam

Another knife through my chest I'm bleeding

Clam up when I talk, you don't want to hear the screaming

But that's on me, and I'm tryna confess

I bite my own teeth, and make my feelings compress

And my therapist says that's bad, I say I know I'm a mess

But if I know it why can't I seem to stop no less?

And I'm sorry for the times where I break down and cry

I said I'm sorry for the times that I don't apologize

I said I'm sorry for the times that I leave you behind

Yeah that's on me, cause you deserving the shine

It's on me, when I haven't achieved my dreams

It's on me, when I'm haunted by the things I couldn't be

It's on me, when I'm only giving myself 3

Hours of rest, I use the worst and leave the best, bitch

I just want to go be who I want to be

I just want to go see what I want to see

Yeah I'm tired of these fake-ass wannabe's

But that's on me, yeah that's on me

I just want to go say what I want to say

Want to be better, want to find more change

Run around in circles, yeah I always stay the same, ok

But that's on me, yeah that's on me

I just want to go be who I want to be

I just want to go see what I want to see

Yeah I'm tired of these fake-ass wannabe's

But that's on me, yeah that's on me

I just want to go say what I want to say

Want to be better, want to find more change

Run around in circles, yeah I always stay the same, ok

But that's on me, yeah that's on me

What you know about the fear of waking up at night?

What you know about the rapper who was scared to write?

And what you know about the dark without a little light?

And that's on me, yeah that's on me

It's on me when this shit isn't working

Yeah it's on me, when I'm lacking all the plays that I've been earning

Cause I haven't, and I haven't done enough

Less concerned about the raps and more concerned about what's in my cup

And I'm sorry