Toxicity In Me Lyrics

Been this way since way in the day

Back and forth with the what he say

Dressed in black hoodies brims and then

Trynna control this anger within'

Searching for the light but everything's looking dim

Trynna walk the right path but everything's looking grim

Talkin' bout a lotta toxic

Never thought I would have copped it

(Aw shit)

Seeing how far I've came, then looking back and hoping I won't regret

So I pop another bottle trynna drown it out till I forget

But I haven't yet

Me, myself, and I, just haven't met

I've got all this toxicity in me

Hoping to release it every time I'm on the

m-i-c

Used to be so cold I was below icey

Now family's said I've changed so much, that they don't even recognize me

Probably cause it's been infamy

Seemed like chaos was my only destiny

Should I pour another drink or smoke weed

To escape all the trauma indeed

One of the homeless with home wreckage, I was one of those in need

Had to escape, yeah, I had to get away, from all the greed

Wearing my heart up on my sleeve cause I was pocket broke

Preeching the truth, hoping I won't be choked

I've got all this toxicity in me

Hoping to release it every time I'm on the

m-i-c

Used to be so cold I was below icey

Now family's said I've changed so much, that they don't even recognize me

Probably cause it's been infamy

Seemed like chaos was my only destiny

So now all this toxicity in me

Is getting way too heavy to ever be carried

Hoping I won't grow so cold that I turn my back on all those in need

I used to pray, I used to plead

Till the depression got the best of me

And suicide was the only thing worth visioning

I've got all this toxicity in me

Hoping to release it every time I'm on the

m-i-c

Used to be so cold I was below icey

Now family's said I've changed so much, that they don't even recognize me

Probably cause it's been infamy

Seemed like chaos was my only destiny

Been this way since back way in the day

Back and forth with the what he say

Dressed in black hoodies brims and then

Trynna control this anger within'

Searching for the light but everything's looking dim

Trynna walk the right path but everything's looking grim

Now I gotta think again