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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

Lyrics

Money bag, ma, you making hits

This rap shit can't change me, I'm a real nigga


Go

I just wanna smoke and vibe alone, so stay up out my face


I been angry at the world, think I just need some space

I just wanna smoke and vibe alone, so stay up out my face

Hear the voices constantly telling me I'm a huge disgrace

Sometimes I sit and really ask myself, was I born by mistake?


Like, damn

Or maybe I'm just trippin'

Drown my feelings in a deuce, but I ain't heavy sippin'

I learned to never vent about your problems, cause they don't ever listen


Remember days when I was young and happy, now I'm reminiscing

I been crossed so many times, it left a nigga heartless

I'm fighting everyday to stay alive, I really try my hardest

Snap back in my senses, I can't quit, remember why I started


I'm not playing with this music shit, I'm taking it the farthest

Trapped inside my thoughts, I get lost, I start to overthink

Rest in peace my niggas, Cam and Trollie, please watch over me

I don't really like when I get mad, I start to overheat


Just wanna disappear, have people think I'm somewhere overseas

They did me dirty in the past, now it's why you quiet?

Trigger questions like that gon' make me start a riot

I been tryna find my inner peace, but I can never find it


Really thought them niggas was my friends, but they left me blinded

Growing up without a father figure, that shit hit me deep

Come take a step inside my shoes, you wouldn't last a week

I vow to never let no nigga play me, cause I stay with gleek


You can really take your promise back, cause those are hard to keep

Why does it matter if you check to see if I'm okay?

Cause if I'm not, what you gon' do?

Just go on bout your day, put me in that room, I'm staying silent


I can't say no names, maybe if I off myself tonight, I would feel no more pain

Woke up, woke up early morning, shed some tears, sometimes I cry alone

Let's keep it real, I'm better off alone, I know I'm fine alone

Ain't trippin' cause I'm knowing in the end, that I'ma die alone


My phone on DND, don't ring me up, you'll hear the dial tone

It's hard to tell someone the pain I feel, that's why I write these songs

Fourteen was full of happiness, that part of me is gone

Love me while I'm here, don't cry about me when a nigga gone


Love me while I'm here, don't cry about me when a nigga gone

It's niggas out here moving weird, I had to cut some ties

One day I just hope to find the truth, I'm always hearing lies

They don't show no love, nor pay attention, till somebody dies


Would rather see you resting in the coffin, tell me if I'm lying

One day I might just leave the world and take my final breath

Now you see an angel gain his wings, don't mourn about his death

Before you go and cry about my death, you gon' find a note


I love and miss y'all, and I'm sorry mama, your son losing hope

Damn, your son losing hope

I love and miss y'all, and I'm sorry mama, your son losing hope

Before you hear about my death, you gon' find a note


I love and miss y'all, and I'm sorry mama, your son losing hope

I can't even lie, I just wanna sit alone, wipe the tears from crying

No cap, I wanna die, but I don't want y'all to worry about me steady asking why

Why does it matter if you check to see if I'm okay?


Cause if I'm not, what you gon' do? Just go about your day

Put me in that room, staying silent. I can't say no names

Maybe if I off myself tonight, there would be no more pain

On God


Damn

Nigga, you niggas don't know the shit I be feeling, nigga

What I be going through, nigga

So much weight on my shoulders, nigga


And I'm still here today, nigga

Cause I'm strong like that, nigga

I'm a real soldier, nigga

I should've been dead long ago, nigga


But I ain't give up, nigga

Had to tie my shoes, I had to sit up, nigga

I'm a real soldier

Huh


I'm my mama. I'm a real soldier

Ay, when life gets hard for you, bro, and you stuck in a dark place, bro

Just keep your head up and pray to God, nigga

Better days are coming, it gets greater later, remember that

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