The Story Of MK Lyrics

I don't feel the same anymore

I don't want to go through this pain anymore

Shedding all these tears like the rain when it pours

What my life keep on changing for?

I don't know how to cope with this

So I'ma sit back and smoke this shit

All these tears in my eyes I be holding shit

All this pain in my heart, they don't know this shit

I be acting happy, but I'm not though

All my bros want me to stop talking about the opps though

They like MK-47 when you gon' drop though?

I'ma still drop though

What the fuck I'm going to stop for?

I never thought I had to experience any pain

My life was cool and all, but this shit ain't the same

It don't help me no more, had to quit the Mary Jane

I feel like I can't keep on going, shit drive me insane

I was lying to their face, said that I would be okay

I was capping, feel like this shit everyday

Death ain't even easy, is there any other way?

Trying to smoke the pain away, bro roll me up a j

Swear to god this shit confusing

I was hoping all this shit was an illusion

For my family and my friends, and my girlfriend, keep on moving

Between my music and my happiness, it really got me choosing

Recently been feeling like shit, I don't know why

Lost my grandpa, I swear to god that made my soul cry

Told me keep on going, you gon' make it yeah in no time

At my show, I did it for my grandpa, it was show time

This the realest shit I ever wrote besides my outro

I asked bro if I was going to make it, he said no doubt bro

Had to get a move on, had to get up off the couch though

When I lost my dog, I swear to god, it took me out bro

This shit be hurting

Why the pain not going away, this shit ain't working

I be asking myself all the time am I worth it?

I fuck up a lot of times, I'm not perfect

I never loved myself, I never did

I was being bullied ever since I was a kid

Stayed to myself, man I really always hid

People mad at me but they don't tell me what I did