BLUE Lyrics

I take this blunt to the face

and I think of you

But in my head

all my memories are turning blue

I fucking hurt everybody

And even myself too

They don't listen to me

They just give me plays and views

I'm suicidal hard to swallow

all these fucking meds

I hate my image I cannot get out my goddamn bed

Lately I noticed I've been slipping

ghosting people when I need em

Mom my wrist is fucking bleeding

She don't like when I smoke weed

So I might kill myself

I need some fucking help

I don't receive

I'm concerned for my mental health

I'm Speaking to you from my music

If you hear this send some help

Cause I've been visioning a pistol

sitting on my shelf

I'll tie this rope around my neck

Just for my mental health

Cause I've been falling in this pit

And I just can't get out

Killing me with all these lies

Okay well look me eyes

And tell me all the things you said

Pls just tell me once again

I'll admit it

That I miss you

I'll admit it

That I miss you

I'll admit it

Please don't leave me

Girl you driving me so crazy

You don't fucking know

And my heart has been colder than snow

Straight into hell I will go

I'm stuck up on this endless road

I really just wanna go home

Falling into pieces

Loving me is easy

You don't have try

All you need to do is ride

Till the end of life

Till the end of my life

Shout out to xilly we gon kill this music shit

I've been contemplating suicide since I was just a Jit

I was broken I was homeless couldn't even Buy a fit

Now Im stunting on my people

Dollar bills and drippy fits

I've been flexing on a couple niggas

I'm a rich prick god damn