radio losing signal Lyrics

I don't see anybody listening

And I don't blame them

The words that come out of my mouth

Rarely have any kind of value

I swear

That every time i try to speak

There are walls that clamp onto my throat

I swear

That every time i try to talk

It sounds like a radio losing signal

Walk around my room, aimless

Turning what I can't say out loud into songs

Biting, picking my fingernails, based on compulsion

Guess that it's better than alternatives

I don't wanna see the next 11 years of my life

Unless I get to walk around as someone else

These walls in my head

Keep on telling me I'm safe here

And I'm beginning to believe them

It's the horrible pictures

That flash through my mind

It's the copies of me, I created

That murder one another

Murder one another

I came back

To the place I guess I call my house

The moon gathers the courage to show

I laid in the coffin that others would call a bed

I saw spikes protrude off the walls

I don't see anybody listening

And I don't blame them

The words that come out of my mouth

Rarely have any kind of value

I swear

That every time i try to speak

There are walls that clamp onto my throat

I swear

That every time i try to talk

It sounds like a radio losing signal