closure Lyrics

I woke up an hour

Before my alarm today

But that didn't stop me

From being late to everything

And I made a coffee

Just so I could feel something

Cause maybe anxiety

Is better than apathy

So I'll go on a dangerously

Fast drive past that place

That ground me to dust

With a molcajete

In hopes that it might simply

Wither away ay ay ay ay ay YAY

So I'll put on my blithe face

You'll assume that I'm callous

But I'm really just hiding

The thoughts I'd love to

Give to you

About how you screwed me over

And questioned every part of me

And smeared me with lies to

Everyone you know but me

And sometimes I wonder

If you just love the closure

Of people dying

They say April showers

Lead to May flowers

But I'm allergic to pollen

And a real woman

Likes to shut her mouth

But I'm afraid of the silence

So what do you want me to say

Nothing

Okay

And sometimes I wonder

Do you just love the closure

Of people dying