Her Song Lyrics

I'm so damn lonely, lonely

I thought I was your one and only

I don't wanna hold on, I don't wanna pretend

Couldn't imagine that this how it ends

A third of my life, for you just leave

Seven years gone, man I'd rather be dead

I gave you my heart and my soul

Right back to square one, I'm fucking alone

Checking your phone, you got over it quick

Texting on Bumble 'bout sucking his dick

I got so attached and I keep going back

When you say you ain't loving me back

Taking this gat, aiming it right to my heart

I got no problem with that

I got no problem with pulling the trigger

I got no problem with not feeling pain

I got no problem drinking this Hennessy

Till it's up in my brain and my veins

Your love was a drug and the withdrawal is hurting

It made me feel I have a purpose

That shit felt so perfect

Until I was cheated on three years ago you deserted me

And I took you back, despite the betrayal

I should've just left it at that

Knew from that moment I wasn't the one

But still kept on pushing, I'm fucking attached

I'm so damn lonely, lonely

I thought I was your one and only

Knew I was bullied, abused, and had so much trauma

Depended on you for my happiness

That shit was weighing you down, don't think that I get it

But all I asked for was compassion

I know I had flaws, I knew we were growing apart

It felt like that from the start

Everyone telling me we were so toxic

But scared to accept it deep down in my heart

Too many memories, I'm sentimental

That shit is affecting me more than you know

By seeing your colors unfold, there must be a God

Or it's destiny telling me go

Stuck in my past, and I still need to grow

Stuck in Hawaii, I need to go home

I need my friends and my family, I need my music

It's all that can help to me cope

I wish you the best

I hope someone out there can make you more happy and maybe less stressed

I don't wanna harbor resentment, I had to just get this shit off of my chest

Cause I am a mess

I'm fucked in the head, it's the root of the breakup

I'm going to miss you without makeup

I'm gonna miss Myrna and Eddie and Remy and Jacob

I'm gonna miss hitting it with both your legs up

It's hard to move on, it's hard to move on

When I was in love when you were falling out of it

My vision is clouded, I still fucking doubt it

My love was strong enough to move a mountain

You're my greatest life lesson, I thank you for that

Maybe one day we can chat

I needed my closure the same I asked you to dinner

It started and ends with a rap, damn