Space to Heal ft. Jono Hawkey of Bloom Lyrics

It's the same old thing it's always been

Not waking up from fever dreams

My mind's been running in circles lately

A constant lack of energy

A weary ghost is all I see

The only thing I'll ever need is some fucking self-belief

Every day just feels the fucking same

Spending hours on end in my bed just wondering why I'm still awake

I was impulsive and impatient now I've lost my way

And I can't find the motivation to grow or change

I don't need anybody else

I'll learn to take some time to fix myself

So get away from me, I'm saying things that I don't mean

I'll keep wasting my time being lonely

Hold your apologies, 'cause I don't need your sympathy

A waste of space is all I'll ever be

The memories keep flowing through my brain

Every time my resentment prevented me from getting help again

And I still wonder if I'll ever see the day

Where my mind can finally feel somewhat at peace and unafraid

But I still feel so undeserving of everything

So I self-destruct and throw it all away

I don't need anybody's help

To find the space to heal

So get away from me, I'm saying things that I don't mean

I'll keep wasting my time being lonely

Hold your apologies, 'cause I don't need your sympathy

A waste of space is all I'll ever be

'cause I couldn't get out of my head

Prefer to wallow in my misery instead

'cause I'm not sure what I need anymore

I'm no better off than I was before

A silhouette of who I used to be

All my ambitions now washed up dreams

If I don't fix this now, I'll never be okay

I'm so stuck in my old ways

So get away from me, I'm saying things that I don't mean

I'll keep wasting my time being lonely

Hold your apologies, 'cause I don't need your sympathy

A waste of space is all I'll ever be