hone Lyrics

Entire world inside my admiration you could live in my love

Make me scared of what I'm capable of

Break me up 'til I'm shapeable or wear me 'til I'm paired like a glove

Double dare me to do anything I don't carry enough

It's scary to trust

Bury myself

Barely better than dust

Can you just uh

Put a boundary round me

Put some pressure on

Don't you know you found me in an upper echelon

You can wrestle with it if you wanna settle on

But I'm already extra gone

Pleasure like the setting sun

It's gone in a half an hour

I think I am half a coward

Other half like mortar pestle

Strong like an immortal vessel

Whistling like the kettle on

Kissing like I'm metal to a magnet we could get along

Flower petal in my pocket

Sour heart inside a locket

Both of them got crushed

Cause I rushed too much to make a profit

Running like I can not stop it

Knee be popping out the socket

Me and my fear itching to switch it to a different topic

Me in my year you wishing that you could've watched it

Sorry was I supposed slow down

I'm predisposed to make the most of the moment now

I'm starry eyed atonement reimpose on broken vow

I'm scarring pride and honing in on something misspoken loud

I want know me

I wanna know soul

I wanna know will

I wanna grow old and never stay still

I don't need to see

The pull that's in me is irreverent

How benevolent

Out the sediment

Reticent mouth

Doubting the messages

Counting blessings amounting to heaven sent

Time spent blowing out medicine

I meant everything I said as evidence

I bled for the sentiment

Eyes red and ready to wrestle with my head

I'm wishing you well

Wish you could tell

I miss you I fell and it wasn't an issue

You didn't know what hit you

Neither did I

I needed some time

For reading the signs and feeding my mind

I'm sorry baby body just be stealing the mic

And maybe I'm attuned to feeling alive

So I let her

Thought that you would get her without a word or a letter

I shoulda known better

Don't think you'll forget her though

I look like a centerfold don't i

Got me a gold mine

Sloppy the whole time

Both of us smoking a token of no pride

You didn't want me I didn't want you

Think we just both want to do what we want to

That's not the same thing

You like a game think I do too somehow

Choosing you fun now

But not tomorrow

You were more than I could swallow

Got me full of hollow honey

You are not the star I follow

Faking like we making love when lately it's collective sorrow

Taking all that I could get and giving back what I could borrow