them/xem Lyrics

I'm only trying to find out from my past experiences

How it led back to you and back to me

And how it led to almost everything

It's only the opposite

I'm all over the floor

And there's nothing stopping me to get out the door

And you reach for me

And I wish I went for someone that was trying to put effort into putting time on me

When I was always putting time on them

I was always putting me time on, them

Don't you feel a little bit insecure

That you have to make it hurt

It hurts either way

Even if the pain isn't dealt

Then it'll get to you someway

Enjoy the rain a bit more

There's more to inform

Reach valid respect with my neglect

To feel more like an indent

Hurry, just a sip of coffee

So high that you feel enough

Caught with a smile, now it's gone

Sure it'll be saddening when I'm not

Press my buttons, not my heart

Grab for it, I'll have to restart

There's so much time that can handle my tears

There's only sympathy and relevancy to heal my heart

My mountains are climbed by you and only you

I only insist for you when you need it to get through

You only held me when you felt the need to

I know my struggles are walls that come up with no matter how long

I keep my eyes open making sure that you don't leave when I'm far too gone