Funeral Lyrics

If everything goes wrong I hope I praise your name

If my self hatred progresses and it takes me away

If what I'm feeling like the end of the world becomes the end of the world

I hope I hold tighter than ever my faith

Hope I make it till I'm 90 and I got grey hair

Hope I meet my grandchildren, maybe children of theirs

Hope I realize life is bigger than what's making me scared

Hope I realize life is bigger than what's making me scared, look

Hope I make passed 18, hope I do survive

And I hope I don't make my family worry bout suicide

Hope I don't spend my life wondering "who am I"

And God I hope that I don't take for granted what you provide

Hope I learn to grow as time passes and things change

And I hope I can change along with it but maintain

Who I am and when it's difficult I don't change lanes

Silly but with wisdom on when I keep a straight face

And I hope that I'm happy with myself but not content

Find joy in things that please God and do not conform to sin

By golly I hope I can make it passed where I began

And not flex because I did it but give it to those who can't

I wanna give it back

Everything that I made

But will I waste my life if I just give it all away

If time is really money and we are what we get paid

Then age is not a number but our number's just an age

And I won't be defined

By what's in my account

No matter what I make, it can't fix me when I'm down

For if I'm sad then I'll be sad no matter the amount

Cause with the greatest height comes the fear of falling down

But I keep looking down, mortified of where I've been

But if my head is down, hows my body gone ascend

My possibilities of getting better's getting slim

I wanna make it where I'm going, not where I have been

I'm not living in the past

Now when I'm gone, don't be sad about it

Everything was going perfect, tragic had to balance

Not a single complaint about my life here on earth but

I just want you to know that I'm in a better palace

If this is playing at my funeral, just know I miss you

If I could only say one thing to who I'm writing this to

I know the Christian life can seem hard but that's not an issue

Just know the scenery is beautiful where faith gets you

Hope you meet me up here one day and the time is near

Looking for your way to Heaven, you can find it here

In the Bible, don't let anything else interfere

I see you all rejoicing, I can even kind of hear

Yeah I'm feeling safe now as I'm looking down, mama

Hope you stay proud of how I'm turning out, mama

Music playing loud I can't turn it down, mama

I can hear the trumpets and I love the sound, mama

Now I just want to say I love you all

And I hope life is still amazing when I'm uninvolved

Go out glorifying God, it's life as usual

Thank you all for coming, I welcome you to my funeral