
Kairos Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
As I'm walking through the valley of the shadow of death
I feel my heart tear through my stomach
Feeling empty
Nothing left
Reaching down into the hole in my chest
To my surprise
I find a letter top left corner recognize your address
Tears hit the page
Flash backs of what I once new
I scream at the sky
Take me up there with you
I lost my love for beauty
Eyes drenched in pain
So scared and all alone
Feelings of going insane
Later on that night I hit up Devin for a gun
I'd never loaded up a clip
Yet this would be my last one
More scribbling on paper mixing ink with my tears
Finding words to describe why this will be my final year
No one could ever understand
Fuck this it's no use
I'm thinking back to Chris's letter
He wrote while tying up his noose
How he blamed the ones that pushed him
Talking drugs for the pain
But at the end of the day no one could understand
Hey man
Show me how little you care
Remember
You said you'd always be there
Remember
Yeah
I've got a full tank of gas
And the pistol in the center console
Fighting the past for so long
I've given into my inner monster
Driving up the highway headed out of town
They'll find my body in the woods
Why don't they love me now
Will the kids that barely know me
Say that we were best friends
Will they finally bump my music now that my life's hit its end
I can't think about my mother
It makes my mind start to spin
I take a swig of the bourbon to get those thoughts out of my head
I go a little faster shifting up another gear
It's a dark cold night
Voices ringing in my ears
I find a nice quiet quarry
Should I do it right here
Pulling out my phone it's time to send a last text
A black screen with white words reading "I'm Sorry" nothing less
Nothing more
I breath in deep as I'm about to press send
I hear a ding
It's a message from some kid I just met
It read: It was so nice meeting you I'm stoked to become friends
Hey man
Show me how little you care
Remember
You said you'd always be there
Remember
Yeah
Hey man
Show me how little you care
Remember
You said you'd always be there
Remember
Yeah