A Letter To Kardia Lyrics

I spilled my blood to write this letter

I shed my tears to write this letter just for you

I spilled my blood to write this letter

I shed my tears to write this letter just for me

I'm not really sure why I wrote you

Perhaps this was just an attempt to gain closure

Perhaps somewhere deep down

I'm hoping I could hold you

Want you to come over

Still trying to be your soldier

But I know being bolder will steamroll me like a boulder

As flame began to smolder I longed to be your shoulder to cry on

Can't bear to understand it was all in the plan

Glad somebody up there that I can rely on

I apologize for all the weight I put on you

After all the pain you put me through

I hope you're sorry too

Guess I should've known first time I laid eyes on the wool you tried to pull

I couldn't let by gones be by gones

But I looked past the red flags

You was looking like cloud nine

Now I'm like jet lagged

It was really way too much baggage

to carry on

Dropped my dead weight and now I see i'm standing all alone

Guess that I can't say that you was all bad

You gave me a few laughs

Held my hand while I walked some

new paths

Way it went down you can't do math

Don't add up the way you did me

And now i'm seeing clearly

Clearly you ain't in it

It seems too much trouble

Trouble is all I know

Know that I truly loved you

You never leaving my heart

Heart pretty much all I got

Got to learn to let you go

Going to feel like getting shot

Feel like my heart is dripping through my back and to the ground

Feel like my soul just leaking out and pooling all around

Feel like I'm going to fall apart it's all coming down

Feel like I'll never make it right until I hear that sound

Mama calling me just trying to see if I'm ok

My niece Janiya hit me up just to ask about my day

Dad hit my line ensuring I don't lose my way

My whole family making sure that I might bend but never break

Growth is truly a blessing

For that I'm always grateful

Roof is over my head

and food is on my table

I guess your spell was broken

Never thought I would be able

The fairytale you used to be is now my greatest fable

Never knew what we were bringing to the table couldn't tell for sure if I was Cain or Abel