The Reaper ft. Don Michael Jr Lyrics

Father forgive me, look in my dad's eyes

See the pain he been livin' with since his past lives

When all my relationships have been capsized

I'ma be in over my head and I ain't been baptized

I float between reality and broken dreams

I run with the wolves like Minnesota's team

Another hopeless fiend for the dopamine

Can't remember when my soul was clean or what "sober" means

It's deeper than a metaphor

I ain't got the energy to fight depression's war anymore

Opportunity knockin' but it just get ignored

Until the day that I'm knock-knockin' on heaven's door

I say a prayer and hope somebody get the message

Nobody there, talkin' to myself, schizophrenic

Pathetic, I wonder if it's my punishment

Doin' six feet worth of dirt till I'm buried under it

Tell me something I don't know

I plant a seed inside the dirt I do but it won't grow

I'ma reap what I sew, though

But this is not the way I ever thought it would go, no

Tell me something I don't know

I plant a seed inside the dirt I do but it won't grow

I'ma reap what I sew, though

But this is not the way I ever thought it would go, no

Yeah

Mama, forgive me

I was on some bullshit, you would be disappointed with me

I heard they can't prosper with no weapons formed against me

But shit, I also heard that she'll be faithful if she's into me

The lies just be flying huh

I know some people pushing rock but they can't throw no diamonds up

I was breaking women's hearts and just blamed it on timing, huh

Cause I was in a dark place

You'd be fine with dying said my mind when all my thoughts race

And really, I don't know about the statute of limitations

So there's shit that I don't flow about

I'm careful with these bars that I be throwin' out

If heaven's real, for real, they'll probably close me out

I'm sneakin' in, they'll throw me out

I coulda chose a holier route, but me?

I wanted gold in my mouth

Golden neck and glowin' wrist

Product of the hood, so lookin' good was on my goals to get

A lotta dudes did way worse, I could've done way better

Karma never quits but I'ma live like never say never

For real

Tell me something I don't know

I plant a seed inside the dirt I do but it won't grow

I'ma reap what I sew, though

But this is not the way I ever thought it would go, no

Tell me something I don't know

I plant a seed inside the dirt I do but it won't grow

I'ma reap what I sew, though

But this is not the way I ever thought it would go, no