OLD ft. Siri Imani Lyrics

My back starting to hurt me

I'm close to 30

Fall in love but can't stay in it I'm gettin worried

WellHigh as fuck dealing with all the emotions I buried

Never been too much in a hurry

But I can see how some of my decisions might hurt me

I been at it for minute verified without a check

I been hitting goals while accumulating debt

Adding to my stress

Still give it my best

Paint and sip some tea while reminiscing my wins

When I shut it down you best come up with my ends

Stay prayed up as I repent my sins

God tired of my ass ima do it again

If you want it you can own it but you gotta stay focused

Don't be the last to grab a glass and we just finished up toasting

I don't take pics, I'm selfish and I hate sharing moments

Moms think my smile fucked up but my teeth is just golden

Wild times when the wild times are over

Bet I got the scarves to prove it

Don't you worry bout my heart

If you were here then you knew it

On the music tip I'm different

But I never could prove it

To busy building tables for us

I missed out on the music

No lie

im gettin old

And im prolly lil jaded now

Nip it in the bud

Let 'em know that I ain't playin now

Vetted fo she thirty

That's a different kinda lady now

Know they gone respect it

When you show em you can hold it down

And I always did

Before I shoulda been

I always been a grown ass kid

Ask t

We was doin always grown ass shit

It's all on me?

Ight cool

How I always lived

Wasn't til now I understand how fucked up alla that is

It birthed overachieving, hyper independent, overreacting, hyper analytical, gangsta

I hope one day y'all find a way to thank her

But I know that you won't

Cuz to do that you'd have to see her

And I know that you don't

My doubt inbedded cuz I seen all of this shit. My mom

The fakest love

The worship and the curse come from the same tongue

Created tribe but I grow more from all the days I'm alone

Found my purpose on a nights I wondered why I was born

Trauma took a lotta of memories no lie that shit gone

Or maybe I'm just gettin old it's time to leave em alone

Guess I'll pave the way now

I'm the elder on the porch affirmin all the crooked smiles

I'm the aunty puttin Applecider in ya teas now

Swearin onions on ya feet gone always get that fever down

Damn my gma would be proud

Got my mama trippin out

Time repeats itself and so do we I think I get it now

But it's beautiful

So I find wisdom in my wrinkles

And I'll see good in the greys

At least I made it here to see this day