Lotus Lyrics

Yea light it up like a lotus

I got too much love can't control it

And it getting in the way of my motion

I do not know if I want it or own it

I cannot make my mind at all

Now I'm singing all the songs

I don't know if I am wrong

For thinking you are the one

That's my heart speaking

I lost control of my mind

I'm losing track of the time

I really need to think right

So I smoke gas to comply

To fill myself up with lies

To the people I decide

That they don't care if I die

I keep myself up night

insomnia close my eyes

I cannot do that cuz I

Think no ones right by my side

I really hope that I'm wrong

Got a new girl and she giving her all

I'm trying to feel it so I take adderall

Trying to get sober I can't get it off

I just be thinking about money

Going through motions

I'm getting my blues

Yea

I really feel like kid cudi

Go through the motions

The man on the moon

Yea

All of these bitches stay slutty

All in my bed

And they all in my room

Yea

I really find it that funny

I do not know what the fuck I can do

Yea

It is a losing battle I cannot

I put my hoodie up feel like snot

I'm putting the bottle up take my shot

Making sure nobody taking my spot

There is no other giraa

Look at myself talking about the mirror

Look at my eyes and it's full of terror

Starting to think that this shit is not fair

Nobody cares at all

Got to go right my wrongs even though I fall

Nobody cares at all

Tryna go better myself and they know that I ball

Nobody cares at all

Stand on my money like shaq I feel like I'm tall

Nobody cares at all

Nobody had my back so I better call saul

Yea light it up like a lotus

I got too much love can't control it

And it getting in the way of my motion

I do not know if I want it or own it

I cannot make my mind at all

Now I'm singing all the songs

I don't know if I am wrong

For thinking you are the one

That's my heart speaking

I lost control of my mind

I'm losing track of the time

I really need to think right

So I smoke gas to comply

To fill myself up with lies

To the people I decide

That they don't care if I die