Hedera_Helix Lyrics

Head keeps spinning and my days are wasted

Time loses meaning and I hit the ground face-down

Mouth tastes bloody from a concrete smackdown

See it coming back but it hits like a sneak attack

Can't trust myself

Can't see myself

I've been cutting vines off my self-reflection

Stitching the open sores and treating dead infection

Black dirt under my fingernails yeah tells me who planted the seed

Sharpened a spade and I will dig until I bleed

To save me

Save me

Green sees black how the hell did I get here

Don't look down I fear what lives here

I fear what lives here

Can't trust myself

Could burn myself

Bugs crawling on me in the frozen darkness

Once had a nightmare and it ended like this

Will it end just like this?

I trust myself

To save myself

I've been cutting vines off my self-reflection

Stitching the open sores and treating dead infection

Black dirt under my fingernails yeah tells me who planted the seed

Sharpened a spade and I will dig until I bleed

To save me

I will save me

Save me bleeding

Head still spinning but the mind is stronger

I'm still fighting even on the ground face-down