Still Not Close Lyrics

I wrestled with the angels

Wrestled with the demons in my head

Better left unsaid

I never felt the need to

Settle down as long as I played dead

Better to have left

And then it hit me like a chord change

A frontpage, headlines up in red

Minutes changed into

A month of inner bliss

I never felt the need to settle down

Always good to be in my own town

But when I saw what I was coming to

Still not close to you

The air was warm and red rain

Falling on your final resting place

No demons left to chase

And then it hit me like a freight train

A fast lane, burned and total loss

It might feel like it's a slow change

A clear and sudden frost

I never felt the need to be around

Always of to reach the higher ground

I want to be a force you never knew

I'm still not close to you

You struck me like a tidal wave

With a bullet's pace, I can't escape

An endless riddle never gives it's clue

She never felt the need to be around

Always of to reach the higher ground

Still not close to you

Still not close to you

I never felt the need to be around

Still not close to you

Still not close to you