Hellraiser Lyrics

If I try

I can get by

But I don't know what I should do when I freak out across the street

Pick my brain up from the asphalt

I can't tell my body to be calmer than it is

And it makes me feel afraid

When I can't say

Whatever helps my brain

To feel ok

And I have to believe that it's enough

To make it through the day

And every second feels like an eternity in wait

Until it passes through my fingers and I can't believe it's here

Rubbing bleach into my scalp

Now on the outside I feel

My hectic mind reflected

And it's nice

Turn it up and burnout my speakers

Hurt me healthy, hurt me gently

Let me suffer, end the torture

Redefine what pleasure can be

Turn it up and burnout my speakers

Hurt me healthy, hurt me gently

Let me suffer, end the torture

Redefine what pleasure can be

And it makes me feel afraid

When I can't say

Whatever helps my brain

To feel ok

And I have to believe that it's enough

To make it through the day

And every second feels like an eternity in wait

Until it passes through my fingers and I can't believe it's here