Lost In My Head Lyrics

I watched the seasons come and go

From Summer heat to Winter snow

What a shame it is to say

That this is growing old

I wish I had the words to say

There's better things still on the way

But all that's left is my decay

Watch my mind as it fades away

I never thought that it would be this hard

I never thought that we would fall apart

I always thought that we would last forever

But forever doesn't know my name

I'm always thinking back on

all of the words that you said

It pulled me under like wave crashing over my head

Maybe it's easier to end my decay

Than to live through the pain of never knowing your face again

I'll never see you again

You're lost inside my

I'll never see you again

You're lost inside my

I used to think that if I would fade, it'd be on my own terms

But now I'm realizing that it's fake my choice to live is burned

I'm kept awake by all the things that slip away under my view

But what's the point of even sleeping if I can't dream to these memories of you

I'm always thinking back on all of the words that you said

It pulled me under like wave crashing over my head

Maybe it's easier to end my decay

Than to live through the pain of never knowing your face again

I'll never see you again

You're lost inside my head

I'll never see you again

You're lost inside my

In my grave I'll think of times where we would waste all our days

In flower fields not in this bed where I'm meant to decay

Don't hold your breath 'cause I've been staying up too late

Just staring at the ceiling to not forget the love that you once gave

Oh I'm so sorry for the

way that I decay

If I could keep you in my head would that be okay

I'm always thinking back on all of the words that you said

It pulled me under like wave crashing over my head

Maybe it's easier to end my decay

Than to live through the pain of never knowing your face again

I'll never see you again

You're lost inside my

I'll never see you again

You're lost inside my head