Please Excuse Me While I Vent Lyrics

Please excuse me while i vent

Yo i need airing out

I got somethings inside my thoughts

I need to let 'em out

When my brothers

Went to prison

I felt lonely again

When my auntie

Went to heaven

It was painful again

And now I'm running to the music

When I'm needing to vent

My mom still on drugs

Will it ever end

I don't wanna fall in love

Don't need that pain again

Too many nights of feeling pain

Don't need the pain again

And my sister lost her kids

Because of drug habits

Diamond chain on my neck

I wish you would snatch it

I know some people where I'm from

Boy don't lose your life

My cousin Dan

He only 30

And he's losing life

Many nights i cried

I don't wanna see it

I cried so many nights

I don't wanna believe it

My grandmother

Getting sick now

I know her time

Getting thin now

And I'm just out here in the zone

So i can buy my dad a home

Before he dead and gone

Y'all don't understand my pain

No Rosetta Stone

My brother committed murder

Never coming home

And i be driving through my city

When it's late at night

A cop behind me

And I'm hoping he don't take my life

He might shoot me

Cause I'm black

And say i made the move

And then I'm dead

One in the head

And now I'm on the news

You're known as an RnB artist mainly

I'm like one of the few people that know

About your rapping

And I'm hearing some of the stuff

You about to drop

And you always been cold at rapping

But to the world

You're known as RnB

So i can't wait for people to hear

The rapping side

Because it's hard

Remember sleeping on my aunties couch

Remember sneaking many girls inside of grandma's house

Remember starving on my own

Nobody helping me out

Remember being all alone

And I ain't wanna come out

Either dead or jail

I ain't want non of that

I had music

I had dreams

And it kept me from that

Late night

I leave my house

And i pray I come back

Zimmerman

Killed Trayvon

So he never went back

Y'all never knew

When i was giving up and losing hope

As a kid

I seen my brother sell my mother dope

I never had a silver spoon

I was born broke

As a man

I made the plan

That i can't die broke

There were so many days

Summertime and no AC

There were so many nights

When i didn't know if i would eat

Yo i was falling down

Gotta stand tall on my feet

Don't give up when times get rough

Yo

Believe in all your dreams

Never give up

Keep going

I promise you can do it

Life is short man

You gotta love while you can

Because tomorrow may not be the plan

Please excuse me while i vent to you

I got so much i hold in

Please excuse me

Please excuse me

Please excuse me

While i vent to you