Tough Luck Lyrics

I'm hurting inside

There you go cuz, see I swallowed my pride

I was four deep on a neuron bike

I'm on a trip, shoes on tight

While I cruise on by

Everything so bright

I'm surrounded by Sydney lights

Lots of pretty women that the pick me type

Thinking this is nice but

Weekends over

Tough luck no clover

I'm still fucked up, never sober

You call me, I'm coming over

I'm falling, I need some closure

Before this I was a loner

Important, than pull me closer

Imported, I'm still a stoner

Distorted, you're sounding joker

You boarded and you took over

Aborted and now we're over

Been haunted, so my hearts colder

Thoughts orbit, I need a shoulder

I'm weary now that I'm older

I'm tearing from what I told her

Can't fix it with no soft solder

I'm itching, I need to roll one

Prescriptions, I don't condone none

Addiction is only so fun

Affliction, I'm feeling so numb

Decisions I choose are so dumb

This isn't what imma be mum

I'm sorry it's hard to see

I copied what I had seen

Cut open and left to bleed

I'm so sick of the drugs

But I can't get enough

I came from nothing and I made it something, yeah I had it tough

You weren't there in the trap

You're talking it up

I ran away, I would sleep on the floor, back when I was a pup

Bra don't say you about it, you snitched on your boys to the the Judge

I had a heart full of love

Brother got killed, I can bet that you're smiling above

Biting the dust

Throwing my hands in the air, before saying a prayer

Then you betcha I'm lighting one up

Been out in the rain for so long and I feel like I'm starting to rust

Throw away bars like a sandwich, Goddamnit I don't want the crust

I don't want the crust

I've been on my own for so long and I'm wondering who can I trust

It's been some months and I'm trying to adjust and I can't but I must

And I can't but I must

Like why aren't I fussed

If I don't quit than I'm fucked

I could OD off the drugs

Sorry for all the disgust

On my way home and I'm starring at the train tracks

Fuck love, it made pieces of my face crack

I was down bad and took drugs to replace that

Think it's about time, now I really gotta face facts

Stuck in my head, its on playback

Why would you say that?

Why would you say that?

Round and around, like a race track

Feelings zoom by, I'm not phased

And now I can't heal from the pain

I have this vision on stage

Bumping my music and screaming my Name

Instead they just use it in vein

Really the shit that I hate

Everyone round me is great

But I seen a whole lotta snakes

It's hard to see real from the fake

Wake up at night with the shakes

Said fuck it, ill do what it takes

I can't let a talent like this go to waste

I'm so sick of the drugs

But I can't get enough

I came from nothing and I made it something, yeah I had it tough

You weren't there in the trap

You're talking it up

I ran away, I would sleep on the floor back when I was a pup

Bra don't say you about it, you snitched on your boys to the judge

I had a heart full of love

Brother got killed, I can bet that you're smiling above

Biting the dust

Throwing my hands in the air, before saying a prayer

Then you betcha I'm lighting one up

Been out in the rain for so long and I feel like I'm starting to rust

Throw away bars like a sandwich, Goddamnit I don't want the crust

Don't want the crust

Been on my own for so long and I'm wondering who can I trust

It's been some months and I'm trying To adjust

Can't but I must

And I can't but I must

Like why aren't I fussed

If I don't quit than I'm fucked

I could OD off the drugs

I'm sorry for all the disgust