Iridescent Lyrics

Waking up without a single recollection of what day it was

All that's left of us is weak and broken faded love

Yeah, I hate to run

But I always feel compelled to leave and chase the sun

They won't understand until it happens

In my mind's eye I see things they can't imagine

I pretend I have all of the answers in this acid

As I melt away the parts of me I couldn't learn to manage

Run away

I'm chasing a feeling

I feel it

Every day

I been counting reasons

To mean this

And everything else

I say to you, I mean well

I just need one last kiss

Before I'm banished to hell

I gave all that I could give

Then to Oblivion I fell

I couldn't read both your lips

But I'll believe you wished me well

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

Iridescent inside this abyss

Where I tossed my wish

All the money spent and all the lives I didn't live

Are what keep me wide awake at night while uppers getting mixed

In this ocean of emotions, I feel looking at your lips

I'm prone to getting pissed when these moments of regret hit

Just send your condolences and act like that you gave a shit

When I finally close the script and read aloud this death wish

Do us both a favor and acknowledge it's my best shit

Run away

I'm chasing a feeling

I feel it

Every day

I been counting reasons

To mean this

And everything else

I say to you, I mean well

I just need one last kiss

Before I'm banished to hell

I gave all that I could give

Then to Oblivion I fell

I couldn't read both your lips

But I'll believe you wished me well

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know

But I just don't know