My Pain (Re-Recorded) ft. Amock Lyrics

Yeah

Another cold winter

This is a true story at least it's based on one

My race against time but it's chased by rum

Too numb to take the lead

Stuck between hate and greed

Life catches up with amazing speed

My sister got A's and B's, after college became a teacher

Me, my grades was E's and I'll probably be on a T-shirt

And as hard as it is for me to say it

But life's a card game gotta know which way to play it

The statements I just stated be the reason my so hated

Only thing I ever hated was the fact I never made it

Maybe I am just to jaded

Or maybe I have made it and I'm just to blind to see it

For all the nights on my knees I prayed it

All the candles blew out I wished it

Too blew out I missed it

If opportunity knocks

Well so does this beat and the voice of reason's whispers

I gave my all

Gave you my soul

Lost everything I gained

I lost everything I gained

I can't change my flaws

Like spray paint on walls

Can't wash away my pain

There ain't no easy way out

My life is like a puzzle with the pieces laid out

The memories will fade out and screams from the fans muffle

Gotta play the hand I was dealt that don't mean I can't shuffle

Between rap and hustle, rap then hustle

Before I knew it damn man the rap's the hustle

I forgot what I got in it for

Not the money not the whores just to rock it on tour

A lost soul, see you at the crossroads

Feet is walking cross coals, the v is speeding off road

I'm just trying to find myself, I lost me

The money ain't thang but the time is costly

Rewind and pause me

Let's keep it in perspective for a second

My last effort was the record that left you all with your neck hurt

Might never get to ever ball out with a deal

But when it's all said and done I left it all out on the field

I gave my all

Gave you my soul

Lost everything I gained

I lost everything I gained

I can't change my flaws

Like spray paint on walls

Can't wash away my pain

Break It down

Do you want my life

Everything to lose nothing to gain

Let me know cause you can have it

You can have every bit of my pain

I don't want this life, uh uh uh uh uh uh

No more, No it's not what I fought for

I gave my all

Gave you my soul

Lost everything I gained

I lost everything I gained

I can't change my flaws

Like spray paint on walls

Can't wash away my pain

Uh

It's been a long journey ya'll

I done lost money

I done lost friends

Through it all

Feels like I lost my mind

But you know what

I'm still here

I gave my all

Gave you my soul

Lost everything I gained

I lost everything I gained

I can't change my flaws can't change my

Like spray paint on walls can't change my

Can't wash away my pain

Can't wash away my pain