Fading Lyrics

Yeah I'm angry, could you expect any less

It's like an out of body sensation, even more than being wasted

Never want to be in this place again

My professor mentioned the grieving process today

I counted thirty seconds for myself to be okay

I kind of feel numb and hollow but still there's an ache

I wanna say I hate you but I can't

Because I would rewind if I could

Erasing all the bad, keep the good

And maybe that's the problem

I'm still stuck in all the memories even now

If you love me, you've got to let me go

We've been fading for a while now, I honestly don't know how

Sitting in an empty parking lot

I shut my car off let it fill up with the cold

Mom told me, I'd get frostbite but that might just be the goal

Want to feel anything other than this

Because I keep remembering you were my first kiss

I feel numb and hollow and still it fucking aches

I want to say I hate you but I can't

Because I would rewind if I could

Erasing all the bad, keep the good

And maybe that's the problem

I'm still stuck in all the memories even now

Maybe that's the problem

I'm still stuck in all the memories even now