if only Lyrics

If only it was this

If only it was that

Stop it with the wishing

Cause you ain't getting non of it

Man this life

It's bullshit

Fuck this life

Man it's bullshit

Living life one day to die

Why not now cause I heard I get to fly

I'm so tired of the bullshit

I'm so tired of all the bullshit

There ain't a day I'm not faded

Fuck this life love and hate it

In the coupe getting wavy

All this weed hope it save me

All alone but I know

The many sides of me

Still cant tell if its voices or my brain malfunctioning

Brand new whip go vroom

On my way to you

Come lets watch the moon

Tryna see them eyes on you

Damn them beautiful eyes

I could stare all night

I'm trying to touch, feel, have you split into deuce

Have you turn around I'll beating it loose

Blinging diamonds oh them benjis dripping blue

Getting sideways ay spinning in the coupe

Pack rancid

The veins inside me are toxic

Thought I had it when I really lost it

Grind beyond exhaustion

I'll either die or I'll get it

If only it was this

If only it was that

Stop it with the wishing

Cause you ain't getting non of it

Man this life

It's bullshit

Fuck this life

Man it's bullshit

Living life one day to die

Why not now cause I heard I get to fly

So tired of the bullshit

I'm so tired of all the bullshit

If only it was you

If only it was me

Chilling on a beach

Drinking and smoking

Touched up making out

Grab the towel beat it loud

You know it's drip in my style

I stay out staying wild

Hundred songs in my file

I'm stepping thousands of miles

Till I'm happy and content with where I am

Even then

I don't think that I could settle in

I'm on the go

Invite a bitch over she eat my load

Moving slow

Cause I smoke so much that I don't know

How to feel

To the point I get ill

Like life ain't real

Hit the plug what's the deal

I'm on my way in a few

You keep praying that there wont be an end

But this ain't love

I think we're better friends

If only it was this

If only its was that

Well bitch you ain't getting non of it