so much to say but i can't put it into words Lyrics

Heard you sittin' courtside in the nosebleeds

While I'm crushing up these Percs and my nosebleeds

And you blowin' up my phone, know where this leads

It was all about you, not what we need

I said, "Please don't break my heart", that's what I plead

Yeah, I did it all for you, so tell me why cheat?

Now I'm runnin' to the gun like an athlete

So I'm sorry mum you can find me six feet

Can't seem to find the strength to

Block your number out my phone

Can't seem to find the strength to

Block your number out my phone

Pull that knife out my back please

(Out my back please)

How you crush my soul with such ease?

Thought you'd be the one

(The one)

You played me like a joke for fun

(For fun)

I'm defeated you can have it you won

(You won)

So why can't I say we're done

Like a butterfly in a ca-age

But without you I'm a go insa-ane

Put the barrel right to my bra-ain

When around me don't speak his na-ame

Like a butterfly in a ca-age

But without you I'm a go insa-ane

Put the barrel right to my bra-ain

When around me don't speak his na-ame

Heard you sittin' courtside in the nosebleeds

While I'm crushing up these Percs and my nosebleeds

And you blowin' up my phone, know where this leads

It was all about you, not what we need

I said, "Please don't break my heart", that's what I plead

Yeah, I did it all for you, so tell me why cheat?

Now I'm runnin' to the gun like an athlete

So I'm sorry mum you can find me six feet

Pick up the pieces you making a mess

Percs by my side but still filled with stress

Tell me your thoughts, don't make me guess

Can't lie I still love I have to confess