Trauma Lyrics

I was too young to tell the difference but

The joker said he liked the way I look

He took my hand too young to understand Consequences

My veins exploding like an atom bomb

My heart is running lika a hound dog

I lose the power in my action

But I still feel the attraction

Everything just flashed before my eyes

Colors fading what a fucking surprise

Hold me baby and I will treat you nice

Hey so long, I´ll be gone tonight

I took the train to no mans land

I smell blood and gasoline

My hands where shaking

I fell down on my knees

Dead silence tortured me

These bodies tells no lies

I woke up wasted, this trauma never dies

Too scared to run I´ll lock my doors and hide

If I could fly I´d fly away tonight

The jokers there, he´s always by my side

In my mind

Reflections of people I've known and left behind

Screaming at me that I'm fucked up in my mind

Something in me is different from mankind

Hey so long, I´ll be gone tonight

I took the train to no mans land

I smell blood and gasoline

My hands were shaking

I fell down on my knees

Dead silence tortured me

These bodies tells no lies

I woke up wasted, this trauma never dies

I´ve been dreaming

I´ve been seeing

Lives smashed to pieces

Self destruction is the worst kind of destruction

When you spin around in circles

Smash your head against the wall you freak out

Dark desires and deadly dreams

The void of a lonely soul desperate for a change

Tell me if I'm wrong

There´s no actual solution

Everything just flashed before my eyes

Colors fading what a fucking surprise

Hold me baby and I will treat you nice

Hey so long, I´ll be gone tonight

I took the train to no mans land

I smell blood and gasoline

My hands were shaking

I fell down on my knees

Dead silence tortured me

These bodies tells no lies

I woke up wasted, this trauma never dies