Withdrawls Lyrics

Waking up everyday, I don't even know my name

The Novocain for numbing pain is something that I long for

Till I overdose am I wrong for speaking to the Holy Ghost?

From highest floors of on top of worlds I'm dying when I jump

Plunge down hear a thump come round

Thinking why the fuck am I even so dumbfounded?

Knew sense '99 I wasn't ready for this life shit

Who the the fuck would call this nice bitch

Either dead or riding with the fucking knife slits

I'm not even happy in the slightest

Lately I have been feeling like the tightest

Stress is got me wishing I would die quick

Burning up inside and showing silence

While my fucking eyes lids

Float into the back of my skull

No time for a pause or I'll die from withdraws

New laws, show flaws I was dealing before

Pass out on the floor and I've been there before

Meta morphing to the boy who's been ignoring the voices

I run away from fucking life because I ran out of choices

I'm not alive so ostracize, and suicide so pointless

I want to go back to the times when I wasn't hopeless

I ostracize myself from people so I become soulless

And taking over the land 'cause I'm Ivar the Boneless

Fuck this life 'cause I don't feel anything now

Vampiric need fuck a tendency to be the one who bleeds

Never show emotion but I'm kind of weak

Cause my brain has a leak

Last week we where cool but now you start to tweak

You can't tell me when I'm supposed to speak

Hit my peak with this freak

Hit a streak of not talking to her 'cause I'll leave

What the fuck do you mean that I'm mean?

I'm not mean I just mean what I say

Get the fuck out my face cause I'm starting to rage