(suburban decay) Lyrics

I feel isolated in a dream

Unable to grasp my purpose or direction

Left to wonder if my life is deception

Or if my mind is clouded by endless delusion

I'm tired of waking up to the fog

I'm tired of the machine

I want to be free of these limits that my mind and body put on me

Make me the aether

Strip soul from flesh

Let me be the unbound, free and endless existence I crave

Free of these mental walls and bodily pains that plague me

I wish not to have a body

Or a face

Only a soul and the ability to exist absent my fate given limitations

I want to be the void

But escape from the vessel is a fool's errand

(Exit my home

Pray I drift east

I am the fog in the sky

The fluorescent light

That plagues your mind

While you sleep

I need escape

From this feeling)