Searching for an Answer Lyrics

I pace back and forth in my mind

I know I'm not ready for what I'll find

But I keep searching for an answer

And I don't know why

Searching for answer I won't find

I cannot bear feelings

There's nothing I believe in

Just hold them all in side then

Build up to take me again

This pain hurts so much

I try not to budge

It takes who I love

Isolate me from touch

Why is everything so confusing

Why is everyone so misleading

I don't know how to stop this bleeding

Is this broken heart even beating

There's no point not worth trying

Am I just slowly dying

Why am I so alone

I'm always on my own

Always on replay

In the same way

Am I led astray

Don't know what to say

Except Here I lay

All cold gray

Weakened by the pain

Its in my brain

I cant complain

About all the rain

I'm never safe

From its ugly face

I cant explain

Losing my faith

I'm gonna suffocate

Stuck inside this place

Its myself I hate

Crushed by the weight

Hurt myself ok

Nothing feels so great

Skin and blade it aches

Punished for mistakes

Why is everything so confusing

Why is everyone so misleading

I don't know how to stop this bleeding

Is this broken heart even beating

There's no point not worth trying

Am I just slowly dying

Why am I so alone

I'm always on my own

Why is everything so confusing

Why is everyone so misleading

I don't know how to stop this bleeding

My heart's not beating

Not beating

Not beating

My hearts not beating now

I pace back and forth in my mind

I know I'm not ready for what I'll find

But I keep searching for an answer

And I don't know why

Searching for answer I won't find