Plaguing My Blighted Mind Lyrics

Mental instability driving me to near insanity

Will the dark fade I'm tired of this abysmal gray

I'll steal the light and take the fortune for myself

For I'm alive I won't be held down by the expelled

A shattered state I'm forced to live

Is now a fate I don't want to give

What is the goal you seek to achieve

In your new world of make believe

Cosmic horrors plaguing my blighted mind

Predetermined disorders that I am forced to find

What's left to hide inside

When I'm already made to die by design

Blinded by the fires that stir inside of my eyes

Bonfires alighted by dreams to be demised

Laws of causality were set in motion

Lost in their empty notions

If life is so transient why does it lack the ambience

Soothing lies whispered in my ear reigniting my fear

Left to be consumed by this pain and malice

As these scars heal to become calloused

I'm so fucking cold I can barley breathe

It's becoming harder to hide what's underneath

Cosmic horrors plaguing my blighted mind

Predetermined disorders that I am forced to find

What's left to hide inside

When I'm already made to die by design

A lifetime of horrors contorted my helpless mind

Exposing disorders that I hide so deep inside

I know there's nothing left for me this time

I've succumbed to the failure of my own design