(BONUS) Nearly Beloved Lyrics

I take my shots like a victim

If it's a problem evict em'

I ain't tryna fall in & I play my part in but don't wanna be any part of the system

I can't assist them

I had to switch up my ways for the mission

I gotta get on my business decisions

Do it myself cause it's my only vision

If you can't what I see than you missing

Don't need your visit

Shut up and listen

Say what I say cause I know that it's sticking

Do what I do cause I know that ya dig it

Wear what I wear cause ya know I be chilling

Feel how I feel cause I love how I'm feeling

There ain't no million that's ever gone make me think that I am anywhere close to ceiling

I ain't concealing

Any pain that comes my way revealing

That's how I'm dealing

Stopped my games and started making a killing

I wanna fly

I'm tryna find

How imma get through the dark to the light

I can't sit down imma stand up fight

Build up my kingdom and shine like a Knight

Don't know how much time that I got assigned

So I do everything that i can do to make sure that my heart and my soul are aligned

Before its the time

To close my eyes

Say my goodbyes

To all friends and my family ties

Leave whatever else is left of the grind

To whoever else is left in my life

When I go I hope you know that we binded

Y'all were the reason that I had survived it

Don't know the timing

I just wan tell before all time ends

I was all good

I was okay

Brought all the love that I can to the plate

Brought out my love that you cannot replace

It does not matter to me you hate

If you lied to me or if your were fake

I been trying to ignore the mistakes

Gotta stop it cause I know imma break

Couldn't tell ya how much more I can take

Still imma stay

I keep on trying to see all the good into all of the things that can put me in pain

But it won't change

I can't exchange

Don't wanna feel it I'm tryna refrain

I'm tryna forget it and get it on my gains

But I got a feeling I'm tryna regain

Don't get no goodbyes I'm just flying away