NO WAY OUT Lyrics

I got plenty to prove, partner I'm resentful

I got nothing to lose, except for this here pencil

My thoughts running berserk

I'm on the brink of psycho

My God, if this don't work

Where the fuck can I go?

Tests ran, variables checked

Every outcome found

Head scan, interior threat

But don't count me out

I've had fear to my neck

The stress come all inclusive

My plan ain't carried out yet

So don't you draw conclusions

I been drawing up theories

I see them with my eyes

Light dim, my heart's weary

I'm running out of time

I want more than a praise

I seek apologies

Your taunts kept me ablaze

Should thank you honestly

But my pride won't let me go

I got to see you wrong

My why mean more than most

My passion keep me going

I lie if I say

That me and you are equal

I'm not a mind to be swayed

I'm nothing like you people

I don't see no way out no

If I don't try how will I know

I don't see no way out no

If I don't try how will I know

Late nights smoothing the kinks

Working out the issues

Stage fright, my confidence shrink

That's a talent misuse

These days I think more of me

My destiny is certain

Leeway not for me

No shortcut I can learn from

You say 1 in a million

I've dealt with harder odds

I say it's all more appealing

To be the one to rise

After all, I'm here ain't I?

What's the chance of that?

Fuck y'all, y'all A-I

But the real one's back

Close mouth, keep to yourself

Stop projecting fears

Thrown doubt, I keep to myself

And keep rejecting peers

Solitude, that's my trajection

I have to sacrifice

Follow suit not my objective

I think I'd rather die

One man versus the world

No god is backing for me

One chance, if failure unfurl

It's gon' be tragic for me

I can't consider that now

Success my only option

I stand ten to the ground

With nobody watching

I don't see no way out no

If I don't try how will I know

I don't see no way out no

If I don't try how will I know

Dear mother, I'm sorry

But this my only path

You know my thoughts consumed

By these theories I have

Since a child I been doomed

My passion is relentless

If I don't speak soon

That mean I have transcended

Only if I wasn't who I am

Things coulda been easier

Sometimes I dream

Of being an artist or a teacher

My life a tale of curiosity

Everything in question

My mind is pondering constantly

That's a curse and blessing

Just know you were my idol

In each every way

Strong and bold, your confidence I didn't have

But that's okay

You told me I'll never say

I have too many ambitions

That's what drove me each and every day

To pursue my visions

You showed me nothing more valuable

Than knowledge and wisdom

You showed me relations are fallible

So be independent

Dear mother, tell me you love me

Even if I don't hear it

Dear mother, if I don't speak soon

Just know I'm there in spirit

I don't see no way out no

If I don't try how will I know

I don't see no way out no

If I don't try how will I know

The Time Travel Theory