GO TO CHURCH-Suicide Letter ft. CAPITALOT Lyrics

How can we learn

When we not safe

How can we grow when we threatened

Who will protect us

From the terror

What chance do we have

If we do not stop this evil

If you scared go to church

You know I can't get caught up in em' ways

Get a Glock fore' a nigga spray

When u kneel make sure u pray

Spin a block till I can't

Play a nigga to the Leff

Play a nigga like act

Writing lyrics on that desk

Fuck I gotta get paid

You know I gotta be the best

It's a fact I don't play

Every time I drop a track

Press a nigga that's capping

Every Sunday I'm in service

Find me praying

Asking for forgiveness

Forgive me for my transpasses

And offences

Apologies to anyone I offended

Even though most of the time I really meant it

If you scared go to church

You know I can't get caught up in em' ways

Get a Glock fore' a nigga spray

When u kneel make sure u pray

We need to talk about the past in the present

Make sure they feel my presence

Everything you said in the past

I cannot get past that

It's really hurting

And that ain't past tense

I cannot just say fuck that

Try to forget that

She say she love me

I don't know if she love me properly

I just don't know how if I know how it feels just to feel

Please comfort me

And I tried to change her or learn her

But I cannot change her most probably

I'm tryna deal with it please bear with me

All these bitches stressing me

Fuck she thought she was playing me

She get to texting me

She say she missing me

Text her in the evening

Just so I can even it

I think I'm petty

I know she petty too

I think she stuck to me like glue

Told you not act brand new

You said I'm tripping

Now you tripping too

Blue hundreds on my mind

That's why I hit the stu'

And momma I know you overwhelmed

Gotta be mom

So, you cutting costs

When I blow up

We don't worry about how much it cost

I got a picture of me being at the top

Momma I'm sorry I can't stop

I'm a cost, Yeah, I know, I'm so sorry

But it's worth it, I think I'm worthy

Nigga totting, then niggas gon be rotting

If we aint stopping, Mom I'm sorry

It's just calling, If I die

Just know I was finna die either way

I was finna die anyways

I just had to die the hard way

Call it gangway

If they ask me the hard way or easy way

I'd say neither way

But I don't really got a option

They say I'm cocky

I'll let them do the talking

Someone's gonna catch a body

Fore' I die I wanna see my Brody

Call him KayB

Held my head when I lost it.

Crazy how we never met before

But I know brody would up the Glock

Told me we gon take it to the top

Told me Lil bro bet don't not stop

Man, I died many times

Man, I died in my arms

I'm like please don't go

I popped 13 pills man I wanted to Leave the planet

I told her I'd see her on the other side

She said who am I leaving her with in this dark place

Family ain't really much when they ain't understand

Her family ain't much cuz they ain't understand

I said it's too late I wanna rest

I wanna go to a happy place

She said you just want some space

I said this weekend you gon lie me to rest

I'm sorry this is how it has to end

I went to sleep

Thought that's my last breath

Hour goes by

I wake up in the same fucking place

Lord why won't you take me

She said she can't replace me

Babe sometimes I feel like you misplace me

On the real I hate me

I wanna end it

I told her and she panic

Fuck I guess she really in love

I just gotta grow up

And understand that people got lives unlike me

She hard headed just like me

I think she the perfect pick

Man, how can I change my being

She understands me

Even though you try to complicate shit

I can handle this

I told bro stop acting like a bitch

Imma take this shit like a man

Start it Imma finish it

I'm the only man who can finish me

If I die then Imma bastard

I hit a suicide then I bounce back

If I homicide I'll prolly bounce back

Bro told me I'm not like that

Clearly, he don't know me

Babe don't double cross me

Imma hate to end it sadly

And probably they'll be happy

When they see us ending

Bitch you toxic, just don't show it

And you know it, sometimes you get me

Cannot hold it, tell you to stop it

I guess you'll never listen

I know I'm not the one who tripping

Bitch in my class say she want me

I'm like wath you mean

You say you love me

Fuck I never knew what that is

Bitch you barely know me

My bitch got a mind of a murderer

If I do her wrong she'd prolly murder us

She don't play like dat

So please don't play with us

Please don't play with her

If you scared go to church

You know I can't get caught up in em' ways

Get a Glock fore' a nigga spray

When u kneel make sure u pray.

How can we learn

When we not safe

How can we grow when we threatened

Who will protect us

From the terror

What chance do we have

If we do not stop this evil

If you scared go to church

You know I can't get caught up in em' ways

Get a Glock fore' a nigga spray

When u kneel make sure u pray.