Falling Behind ft. The Moon Illusion Lyrics

The road's so long

I think I'm still awake

You got it all wrong

I just wish you would've stayed

You tell me "watch out"

But how could I have known?

You're moving out west

I won't see your face again

But I never meant enough to make a difference in the end

I loved you so bad

But how could I have known?

And I don't really know if I could do it all again

And I don't wanna know what you're saying to your friends

So many times I've run away from problems in my life

My legs are giving out

But I think I'll be alright

That's your problem, you only try to run away

Remained by your side when I know I shouldn't have stayed

I gave you everything and where were you

On my darkest day?

On my darkest day?

On my darkest day?

On my darkest day?

And I know you had your problems

Had a fair share of my own

Didn't want to talk in person

So you could just hang up the phone

Didn't like how I was feeling

Had to look out for myself

So I'm sorry you can't handle

Prioritizing my own health

Know I didn't want to pain you

'Cause I know how bad it hurts

But now I don't perceive your feelings

'Cause your wounds are even worse

Oh

I thought I'd be safe

A shore away

But all these mistakes

I can't leave behind

So now I waste

My nights away

Wishing for days

Where you were still mine

Did you outweigh

All the pain?

I forgot your face

But I remember your eyes

They pierce me sharper than the knives inside my back

They used to give me all the pieces that I lacked

But I remember everything you took away

The memory of you was not the one that made me run away

(I didn't wanna stay)

Did you hear what I say?

(Or even go away)

Looks like your problem

Has become mine

I thought I'd be safe

(I didn't wanna stay)

A coast away

(Or even go away)

But maybe I'm the one

(We know that isn't true)

That's falling behind